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this is the part where i love you too much.
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| Friends Only. |
[21 Jul 2004|11:36pm] |
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Student Rickk<3 |
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I made a friends only journal..
so if your on my friends list here, add my new one.. & i'll consider adding you back! ;]
_brokenlullaby_
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| stolen from Cari<333 |
[12 Jul 2004|12:46pm] |
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In Love... WIth Cari! |
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I love Cari<3 |
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What Would You Do If
I cried:
I asked you to help:
I was becoming suicidal:
I killed myself:
I died from natural causes:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
What Do You Think About My
Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Voice:
Humor:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Would You...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Who are you?
Are we friends?
How have I affected you?
What do you think of me?
Do you love me?
please do, i'll feel special<3
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| oh god, i miss you. |
[11 Jul 2004|02:50pm] |
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Sarah Evans. |
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hmmm. im only writing because im sick of seeing the same entry everytime i look at my journal..
i've hung out with Nicole sooo much lately.. its a fun time..
today im supposed to hang out with lillian.. & sharona later..:]
and tomorrow, i might be hanging out with Tara or something. :]
i love her<3.
well i dont know what else to write, i have no life.
i dont know why i even bother.
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[04 Jul 2004|07:57pm] |
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The Starting Line. |
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W'hell, Mary Elizabeth saves me once again. I screw up my layout soo many times, and she always helps.. Thanks Love<333
well, now that you can actually see the way my journal is supposed to look, you should really let me know how you like it. :]
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[03 Jul 2004|10:37pm] |
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The Ataris.. |
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Well today, i made a new layout. ((with the help of Ms. Mary Pisa<333))..
i think its pretty hott... tell me what you think. :)
i love you..
but nicole more.
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| i just want you to know, i have a major crush on you |
[03 Jul 2004|12:00am] |
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The Ataris. |
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Last night I had a dream that we went to Disneyland,
Went on all the rides, didn't have to wait in line.
I drove you to your house where we stared up at the stars
I listened to your heartbeat as I held you in my arms.
We hung out at the rainbow where we drank til' half past two.
Nothing could go wrong anytime that I'm with you.
Like crashing a hotel room or leading up to that first kiss
Or searching for a high school that you know doesn't exist...
These are the things that make me free
I feel like I'm stuck in "stand by me"
This night was too good to be true..
Nicole decided she wanted to get that song stuck in my head. so i put it in here..
i love you more than anything....
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[01 Jul 2004|08:01pm] |
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hm.. |
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Green Day. |
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Fuck you. :]
A bit random?
yep.
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[26 Jun 2004|12:02pm] |
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none, cos im at rachael's.and her house is always quiet. |
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hmm. i havent written in a few days...
lately i've been pretty bored i guess.
not counting the fact that sharon ann came over a few times,
and i'm hanging out with Rachael right now. :]
i really dont have a clue what to write about,
so i'll tell you about my plans for today. :]
Hang with Rachy for a little while...
until she goes to Chelsea's sister's graduation party<3..
then i go home, and then up to erics most likely.. :]
haha, i dont have a life. :'[
w'hell, if anything exciting happens, ill be sure to keep you posted. <3
i love my prince charming..
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[21 Jun 2004|11:41pm] |
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FREAK-A-LEEK!!!!
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| like boom, i'll be at the hotel soon!!! |
[20 Jun 2004|10:24am] |
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ghetto shizz.. |
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if anyone wanted to know, i'm trying my hardest and my best to get over Pat....
this weekend was pretty good... :]
yesterday i hung out with Eric and Chaz at britebeck for a little while..
then chaz left, so me and Eric went back to his house.
we were messing around with these kids..
telling them that me and eric were going out, and that he had ADD..
i swear he does have ADD..
then we went to the movies with everyone..
the movie was alright, kinda funny at parts.
me and eric were making jokes through the wholeee thing..
haha, he's most definately thee greatest. :]
after the movie, i saw samantha alexina..
she got me wickedly hyper. :P
so when we were waiting for kels' dad, i was jumping all over the place.
Eric let me jump into his arms again.. :]
he's so cute. :P
then kels' dad got there, he brought me home..
i got online..
watched scurry movies..
didnt really go to sleep until around like.. 6:30. :P
i had wayy to much thinking to do.
i woke up at like 9 or something?
came downstairs, ate breakfast..
got online..
talked to Eric, Sharon, Rach, Ryan, Amber, and Greg..
listening to my ghetto music..
lilbabystarz033: i hadda tell ya, yous a young janet jackson live in livin color:-*
imperfectcryy: !!:-D
lilbabystarz033: ;-):-D
lilbabystarz033: capris cut low, so when you shake it i see ya thong:-*
imperfectcryy: I like it when you call me big papa:-*
lilbabystarz033: :-*:-*:-*
lilbabystarz033: throw ya hands in the urrr if yous a true playa!
imperfectcryy: *hands up in the air*
lilbabystarz033: i got some dert on muh shoulda's.. would yew brush it off ferr me?;-)
imperfectcryy: yeah gangstarrrrrrrr
I love you Amber DeMar.<3
i'll write whenever..
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| i'm hurting so bad.. |
[18 Jun 2004|05:45pm] |
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Jessica Andrews- I Do Now. |
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Today's final was pretty easy i suppose. kinda gay.
walking home with Sharon, Erika, Dexty, and Sam kicked though.
Sharon was making a paper trail so we didnt get lost. shes a geek.
then we got home, ate.. got online to talk to someone about tonight.
they had to go...
so i went to Nicole's.
we hung out for a while, she's the best.
then i came home..
got food.
then my brother came home.
we helped him unpack....
then my mom brought me to get Tammy..
we came back here, she did my hair, (its hott)
then she left...
that brings me up to now, i guess.
I'm listening to music and talking to Emily.. : /
this fucking sucks.
i'm getting ready for the dance soon.
i'm going to kelsey's first, then we're off to the dance.
i might write after, if i feel like it.
is this a nightmare? or is this reality.</3
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| i suck at life. |
[14 Jun 2004|09:29pm] |
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school was alright.
gym class was fun. Nell is amazing.<3
uhh, i got home.
got online... talked to some people.
hung out with Tara & Amy..
Went outside and played 'kickball' with brand.
actually we just worked on our 'skills'. ha. we're gay.
then i came inside, and called Rach.
was half way to her house..
my mom picked me up and brought me to meet her.
we walked to the highschool at 6. (cos we're cool.)
and saw Tom & Brandon there.
Talked to them for a little while. (actually, they threw things at us. :[ )
then we had to go to the guard orientation or wahtever.
it was boring as hell.
came home.
got online.
that leads me up til now..
now im listening to music, and watching Summer Catch..
and feeling like shit.</3
well, i'll write whenever i feel like it..
"if you were here right now, i'd hold you close, and never ever let go.."
well, i guess you let go. and i guess i haven't yet.
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| Stolen from my Kay-tee.<3 |
[13 Jun 2004|03:25pm] |
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Type your username with your...
nose: lostwithoutyoou
elbow: lostwithouryoouu
tongue: lostwithoutyoou
chin: loxfsdkjhgnjhkljuhgftjhklklj (haha i was close....)
foot: lkjooiusttatewitwhthtuoituyyaaoaau
eyes closed: lostwithoutyoou
A - Appetizer of Choice: uh, your asshole. :]
B - Best Friend: kay-tee, am, mo, sharon ann.
C - Choice of Meat: uh. chicken.
D - Dream Date: gerr.
E - Exciting Adventure: uh. sure?
F - Favorite Food: food kicks ass.
G - Greatest Accomplishment: passing math this year<3
H - Happiest Day of your life: April 1st.
I - Interesting Fact: I love youuu! :*
J - Joke: uh.
K - Kool: nope, im not.
L - Lover: yerrr dogggg.
M - Marriage: Kevin O'Connor!! :]
N - Name: Kali. (Kay-lee, as kay-tee calls me. ;])
O - Obsession: uh. food.<3
P - Pizza toppings: cheeseeeee!
Q - Question asked to you the most: "wanna fuck?" haha naw, just kidding. i dont know
R - Radio Station: 106.5 K-Rock!
S - Sex: ouuuuu. :*
T - Television Show: Punk'd.
U - Underwear: pretty<3
V - Video: ?
W - Winter: is gay..
X - X-ray: sure. :]
Y - Yesterday: sucked..:[
Z - Zodiac sign: Virgo.
--Your Favorite--
Hair Color:: dark..
Eye Color:: brown...
Music Preference:: punk, rock..
Height(estimate):: 5'8''-5'10''
Personality Type:: fun.
--This or That--
Romantic or Horndog:: romantic.
Romantic Smart or Stupid:: stupid!
Fat or Skinny:: skinnyy.
Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular:: skinny but muscular. :]
Punk or Preppy:: either i guess. but they cant be tooo preppy.
The Big Picture or the Little Things:: little things...
Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present:: flowers. daisys.<3
Mixtape or Burned CD:: mix tape...
Love or Lust:: love sucks.
Emotional or Just Not:: idk..?
Sincere or Jokester:: both..
Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet:: mean guys suck ass.
Sexy or Just "cute":: hehe, both. O:]
Arse or Abs:: ABS!!!
Hair or Hands:: oooo. :[ too hard to chose!
Dimples or Eyes:: eyes.
Biceps or Calves/Thighs:: biceps.
Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) :: teefs.
Clean Shaven or Scruffy:: facial hair is gross.
Rugged or Prim and Proper:: uh?
Countryboy or Cityboy: cityboy.
Date alone or With Friends: alone....
Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause:: rebel<3
--Have You Ever--
Dumped a guy because he liked you too much:: yes.. once..
Loved a guy because he stalked you:: lol no.
Loved a guy because he hated you:: no.
Asked your friend's crush out:: : / yes. once... as payback. :[
Lead a guy on for kicks:: hahah. yeppp.
Asked a guy out purely because he was hott:: i dont go for the looks stuff...
Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend:: hehe yes.
Lied about not having a boyfriend:: nope
Lied about having one:: haha noooo
Been Cheated on:: yes.
Had a crush on a gay guy:: uh?
--Their Clothing(yes/no)--
Boxers?: yes
Briefs?:: no
Hat?:: no.
Skater Shoes?:: yes
Pimp Shoes?:: no. (phat farms suck. :])
Band Shirts?:: yess
Vintage shirts?:: ?
Southpole/other thug clothes..?:: no
Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?:: wtf is that?
Independent/DC?:: no'm
Skavenger/UGP?:: ?
Fox/Thor?:: no.
Jeans or Shorts?:: both..
--Be Honest--
Would you ever date a guy for his money?:: thats horrible! no!
Would you ever date a guy for his social status?:: no!
Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?:: NO!
Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?:: most definately. (just kidding.)
Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?:: nope, thanks.
Do looks matter?:: no.
Are you honestly scared of being dumped?:: sometimes..
Does size matter?:: lol. no.
Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?:: no.
Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?:: none of my friends are ugly!
Are you ashamed for being ashamed?:: ??
Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?:: no.
Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?:: excuse me?!?!
Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?:: uh, i have no butt! :[
Are you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?:: no.
Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it?: i've been in love once.. too bad hes going out with my best frined now..
Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?:: sometimes
Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?:: i guess so..
Does this survey suck? yes. :]
haha that sucked.
at least it got my mind off of things.
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| & you think i dont know how it feels? |
[10 Jun 2004|08:58pm] |
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New Found Glory. |
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uhm school sucked.
but i made color guard.:]
--Blinkwinks: im so proud of u;-):-D
yeah.. i walked to Kelsey's after school.
we hung out, got food.
walked to the track meet.
it was like over..
so we just walked back.
on the way back, Miles was walking toward us.
i swear to god he stalks her. :X
yeah. but then we got back.
messed around outside.
went inside.
talked to peoples.
then went to select. kinda late..
it was cute, Katie-O almost made me cry though :[
then it was over..
i came home.
stayed outside for a little while.
came in.
got online.
talked to more peoples.
then started listening to my NFG.
i'm in a pissy mood. & i hope you fucking die. :]
well i'm going to get going.
maybe i'll write tomorrow, assholes.
<i/m/y3
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| i guess i need you |
[08 Jun 2004|09:11pm] |
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Bright Eyes. |
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Today was kinda sucky..
we had testing periods 1-3.. then 6-8.
it was gay. :)
but i went to 8th grade chorus to see Katie O!
Came home..
i ate something quick.. then got online.
talked to some people.
listened to some Coheed..
then helped "jesus boy" cook dinner..
then i got ready for guard.:)
went to guard. worked my ass off..
came home.. ate again..
that kinda leads me up to now..
now im listening to Bright Eyes and talking to Grant, Tim, Jenn, & Jeffy.
im about to get into the showerrrrrrrrr and be clean.:)
i'll write tomorrow maybe.
i love youu.<3
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